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www.borntodiefree.deviantart.com ^ Hit me up at my new account & don't be shy! Figured this one's too messy 'n fucked up, so.. Might as well just start over, hm? Gonna delete all my stuff from this one, soon, and then let it be for a while before deleting the whole account as well, so make sure to check out ze new one! Much love, Annemette

So, I finally got around to upload something. Whether it was serious or not doesn't matter, nope. Anyway, a little update on the whole school-thing, hm? Alrighty. I'm skipping my exams. I simply can't do it. It's too much stress and too little time, and well.. I'll have a chance to take an exam the next three years, seeing as I'm going to study on something called STU.. Not exactly what I wanted, but it's better than nothing, and, well.. I get to study with a lot of my friends, so it's fine. I don't mind it. I'm going to see the place sometime next week, and the following week, I'm gonna stay there and try it out for 5 days. Quite excited,

I'm not even gonna say hi, but I did it anyway, so let me do it again: Hi! I feel so fucked up at the moment, really. I'm so stressed and worn out, all out of energy.. It's awful, and I can't stop it. Every single week is all packed - I barely have time to prepare for my exams and I gotta be done this month! I'm so scared of failing - been all along. My teachers keeps going, "you won't make it to college if you don't step up!" - Well, thank you for taking away my fucking motivation, you bastards! Don't get me wrong, my teachers are awesome and I gotta say I love them, but.. They're putting so much pressure on me and then tell me such things